It remains there no matter how you drag it with you. That un-alterable moment of activities that you lived before when they were the present. The decaying truth that you fight to keep fresh in your mind. As you re-picture it, re-smell it, revisit it by freezing today's life to melt a frozen life you left outside when you entered into the new dimension of your evolution as a being. It's not possible. It's a draw back. If it doesn't inspire you to pressurize the gas paddle towards destiny then flush it. I know it's that one clinging thought overdressed with excitement of having done it. But, look - its beyond your reach now. You have reaped your flesh, stripped off the now trying to tap into a time that has left. I know the feeling - that moment we all lose it - winding the clock backwards with the desire to un-wind the pattern of events that have landed you on the sofa losing sleep. It's 3am and you still plotting on how you should have done it four years back - it's not bad to re-think for re-firing. But, if you are digging a grave to bury yourself in thoughts of how you messed up then you are now the mess. Cleanse yourself from the blaming thoughts of where you are. Burn those old pages of your life - you have today to live and make a greater history of tomorrow.
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