That excruciating pain. That seems to be the last panting for real breath. Deeming, respiratory system is as though failing slowly and at a rate in-sync with the new dawn. The eardrum popping scream awakens me to realism. Oh it awakened me - its a past that seems to be new every second it hits my cerebral and a nervous twitch to my emotional system. I witnessed it. Yes I did. I can't put together what I felt - but there was a definite numbness in my emotional response. The call to push struck me hard and I'm thinking is this how I showed up? Is this what I did? Do I even remember what I did? Okay, back to the true bits of action. Five people in one room, five grown ups oh six actually. We where six and five of us where looking down as though cheering but so emotionally driven to see the end result of it all. The awe that dominated our attention influenced the environment to be joy-lit, with uncertainty of what really would take place. Hours, minutes, seconds kept ticking - it was as though the clock was running out . The immense tension on the built of God got us hooked. There were no seats so we were hooked in mid-air suspense, chained with the urging desire for the sun to swallow the darkness. Finally, she began to push. Oh my wife. I glued my eye-lashes onto my eyebrows - never to blink. But that resisting, natural reflex motion of the body to look aside pinned me tight. I was unwillingly swayed to look elsewhere and run un-imaginable images on my mind. When, just when I decided to look up I saw him - swooshing he came. I have been selected, hand-picked from the boys to be a man. Welcome to the World of mere thoughts clothed in materialistic substance. Welcome my Son, it surely is a new day.....
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